Sorry I’ve been gone most of this month, its called working 7 days a week 12-16 hour days(occaisionally a 22 hour day mixed in there)

Not a lot of knitting going on in my life right now….. Hell not a lot of life going on in my life right now……

So there’s this animated movie on you tube of a kiwi(the bird) nailing trees to the side of a cliff eventually he nails a bun all scattered up the length of the cliff(which has to be atleast 1000+ feet high) after he gets all these trees in place he looks down the cliff and jumps (the kiwi bird much like and ostrich cannot fly) and diving head first down this cliff the kiwi imagines this must be what its like to fly and you see it go down and down and down flapping its itty bitty wing till finally the screen fades to black and you hear a tiny heart breaking thud….

On my way home from work I started to think of that kiwi and the way it felt and just burst into tears, I’ve been crying for two hours now, I know so well how that kiwi feels, and maybe its the lack of sleep, maybe its the stress, maybe its the medical stuff with me mum, maybe its the time of the month, but I just cannot stop crying. Its porbably a little of all those things….. I feel like this never ending well is just spurting out of me… I’m sobbing….

So I predict that I may be just as distant this month, maybe even next month….

Brooklynne

P.s. I don’t usually ask for this kind of thing but if you pray, please add me to your prayers no matter what god/dess/s you pray to… Thank you!!!