I dunno what I’m doing with my life, I love fashion and fashion design but sometimes I just feel like it’s not enough! I still feel like there are too many careers I want to have but not enough life to have them all in! Lately I have been regretting a lot of things too but that’s a part of life isn’t it! I regret the things I have left behind  and the people I have left behind, but you can’t go forward without leaving thing behind, and I so needed to go forward.  I’m so happy that I’m finally going ahead with my own line of clothing, finally something that I’ve dreamed of since I was honestly 7 yrs old.  At the same time I am so scared, what if I’m not any good at this all and my clothing sucks and no one wants to wear it? Then I will feel like I have wasted all my life on this ambition and that it’s just another dream squashed like so many of my other dreams.

*sigh*

I’ve been thinking of trying to become ordained in an interfaith church… I’ve actually been thinking of that for a couple months maybe a year now, I feel the pull towards spiritual work. I don’t know how that would work but I definitely feel the pull. It might be nice, I think I am mostly drawn to the one on one counseling and less on the preaching to a massive crowd, I think I would like to very much lead people through spiritual pathways via art and artistic adventures. The connections you can make with G-d via quilting, painting, or even knitting.

I dunno, I’ve just been doing a lot of thinking!

Brooklynne ~*~

This is a design I made for myself for Punkfest. it’s just an example of my usual work which you will hopefully be seeing more of. I named it Sheena of the Urban Jungle. I like the look of the ripped up ravaged leopard print over the classic pinstripe suiting material. So here are some pictures(none of which are of it on me, sorry!)

and some of the details…

My signature on the piece of course

the side tie closure