Novel…

I’ve had several ideas in my head kicking around begging to be made into a novel, and lately I’ve actually been working on them and doing lots of research… research that involves biographies of Queen Victoria, history books focusing on Victorian England, and Science Journals… do I have you intrigued? gooood…  I really like writing always have… I know grammatically I’m not that great of a writer but the ideas oh those I have in spades….  I think my biggest problem when it comes to writing is the over thinking… I take what could be a really cool image and over think it and then over write it to the point that the writing can be dreadful… I’ve been really studying authors whose writing styles I like and how they tell their stories and what format that they use… I have been copying whole paragraphs from some of my favorite books then slowly making changes to them to describe a scene from my book(all the same scene) but in the way that they would have wrote it and really enjoying the differences… I know I can write essays I’ve done it before(In fact I have a job writing a column for a Australia transgender magazine), I know I can write a slam poem, I can even write a short story(that won several awards) BUT can I write a whole novel? Can I stick with it long enough to finish and write a book? I just have to remember to calm down and stop thinking and just let my fingers write. Too often I try to make my first copy my final draft (and with essays this often is actually the case) but I am allowed to and even should go back change things rewrite them and move them around… I need to step back and just let the scene unfold from my fingers.

So

Two days in a row… look at me go… I’m going to really try to be a better a blogger. I have a plan! I am going to make write post page my home page so every time I open my browser this page will be here for me to see and hopefully encourage post writing. I’m going to be very busy the next couple months and such between moving(15 days EEK) and that fact that I have signed up for NaNoWriMo which takes place starting November 1st.

I have been planning out the things I  want to write about for NaNoWriMo and figuring what kind of style, and genre I want to write in… I used to write all the time and have gotten out of practice and hopefully this will get me back in practice.  I have heard some people freak out about it and everything but it’s only 50,000 words in a month thats only approx 1667 words per day and i bet my average blog posts go way beyond that. I’m hopping that the raw novel I pump out can be rewritten and edited into something actually publishable.

I still have a lot of packing and giving away of stuff to do before I move and it’s scary but I think I can do it. Anyone need a 1930′s American Dutch style low but wide 9 drawer dresser? Email me and it’s yours!

Brooklynne

art journal and such…

Today I want to share a few pictures from my art journal(all in my Moleskine)

First off the cover(that’s a pencil in his mouth not a cigarette)

Next is a collage of various found items(paper) the pinkish red strip is a list of phone numbers some crossed out….

This one is an idealized me the text says “Inside my head I’m oftend a different person and sometimes I wish I looked like the girl I see in my mind”

And finally another crying eye I told you I’m fond of crying eyes….

In other news I’m working on another zine, its been 3 years since my last zine was made, well it was more of a chapbook… But my new one is going to be a concept piece and my planned title is “Runaway” its gonna be cool and have some nice photography…. Its also going to be 8×11 and I’ve never done a zine that big its exciting….

I’ve also had somepeopl request a reprinting of my most popular zine/chapbook “Caution: Wet Gender” I suppose I might be able to do that… I’m not sure maybe if I get enough requests.

Zinesters out there how do you feel about this? Have you ever reprinted certain zines after they have gone out of print?

sorry this is late

That damn save as draft button always screws me up so yesterday was silent poetry reading in blog land and this is some of my own….

Due to copyright laws I won’t be sharing some of my favorite author, Sylvia Plath’s poetry so instead I give you some of my own…. This is called “Ode to Mia” something some of you may know is that I’m recovering from eating disorders I’ve been in recovery for about 6 years… In the eating disorder community the girls* like to personify their disorders by naming then Ana and Mia this poem is about taking back control…

A Ode to Mia
By Brooklynne Michelle

I don’t eat in public
I can’t stand to see
People staring, gawking
At fat, fat, fat me

My thin clothes are tiny
My fat clothes are too small
Even the muu muu is snug
Why do I bother at all

Oh Mia, Oh Miss Mia
How I want to invite you
Listen to the words you whisper
But I know your lies are not true

You snuck in my house last night
You pulled me past the border
But this is your warning Mia
I’m filing a restraining order

I’m taking back my body
I will not stand for anymore
So I’m telling you now
I’m permantly bolting my front door

I don’t need you never have
Your not my friend never were
Lots of people love me how I am
That’s something I know for sure

I usually don’t condone murder
But your one bitch that needs to die
You and your sister Ana
Kiss your asses goodbye

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