Sorry it has taken so long.

Sorry it has taken so long.

This post is for a dear friend and family member that left our household in September. It’s taken me a long time to be okay enough to write this post.

In early August my husband and my pet rabbit started to get very sick, she was wheezing, at first we thought she had a chest cold so she went on antibiotics, those didn’t work and we tried more antibiotics. When those didn’t work we had X-Rays done. The X-Rays show fluid in her lungs and upon further checking it turn out she had slight heart failure that was causing the fluid build up. So she went on a diuretic and heart medication.

Unfortunately those medicines did not work either and she was having a hard time breathing and thus wasn’t eating and was dropping weight. We had to have her put down which was the hardest and most painful thing I have ever done in my life. Even now three months later my throat constricts and tears develop in my eyes.

She was more than a rabbit, she was a sister, a friend, a child, and a mentor. She taught me to relax and have fun when I was stressed out. She could be the sweetest most loving adorable creature you have ever seen and the next second be a complete brat. I know that she loved my husband and I, just as much a we loved her. I wish she could have gone out feeling less panicked and stressed, but there is little I can do about that. I feel so lucky to have had her in my life, and so happy she had me in hers. I know she’s over the rainbow bridge now harassing a few saints, possibly telling G-d how to run things. If you all of a sudden notice cabbage and carrots start becoming weeds it’s cause she got her way.

Charlie’s Angel you were the best friend I could ever ask for.

art journal and such…

Today I want to share a few pictures from my art journal(all in my Moleskine)

First off the cover(that’s a pencil in his mouth not a cigarette)

Next is a collage of various found items(paper) the pinkish red strip is a list of phone numbers some crossed out….

This one is an idealized me the text says “Inside my head I’m oftend a different person and sometimes I wish I looked like the girl I see in my mind”

And finally another crying eye I told you I’m fond of crying eyes….

In other news I’m working on another zine, its been 3 years since my last zine was made, well it was more of a chapbook… But my new one is going to be a concept piece and my planned title is “Runaway” its gonna be cool and have some nice photography…. Its also going to be 8×11 and I’ve never done a zine that big its exciting….

I’ve also had somepeopl request a reprinting of my most popular zine/chapbook “Caution: Wet Gender” I suppose I might be able to do that… I’m not sure maybe if I get enough requests.

Zinesters out there how do you feel about this? Have you ever reprinted certain zines after they have gone out of print?

head bands(now with pictures)

I’ve been knitting heand bands to keep my hair out of my face. Its at that stage where my bangs are always in my face….. And I wanted a cute headband….

So since I ripped out the wedgewood blouse(hate the was noro’s unevenness makes my knitting look uneven) so I’ve decided now that my hairs red and I have a bunch of green apple coloured yarn I shall have headbands I’ve knit three basic headbands from the following pattern *edit* I created a seperate blog to put patterns in ill put it in the side bar, but that link will also take it to it*/edit*

So now that I have three of these that are almost identical(I made one wider and one just 6 stitches wide) I decided I wanted one a lil defferent from any other headband so I’m working on a head band that will wrap around my head several times like women in ancient greece used to wear hopefully it will look decent

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