Why Anne WHHHY? Oh and check out this author!

Why Anne WHHHY? Oh and check out this author!

Anne has done it again! She has designed yet another piece that just makes me twinge with need to knit it! I don’t really have the time or need to knit a lacy nothing right now, I need a warm something as the chill of winter pervades my every bone. Yet Alhambra (the rusty red one) calls to me, in a soft ghostly whisper “Brooooooooooooooklynne knit me please! *whimper* Brooklynne save meee from the torment of not being knit! Brooklynne, Broooooooklyne Broooooooooooooooooklynne” It’s maddening! Anne how do you do it? How do you make such compelling items to knit? How many of your patterns do I own? More than I would like to think about!

So instead I have been reading, mostly these books, which are a trilogy, by one of my favorite Science Fiction authors. Melissa Scott writes some of the most intense interesting science fiction I have ever encountered. Her work is often very thought provoking and often challenges your mind to open up more and more. She creates dystopian worlds that are amazingly intricate and complex but doesn’t bombard you with inane details, she doesn’t describe bright blue suns with green skies that go on and one for pages. She tells you what you need to know to understand the story and nothing more beyond that. Which is wonderful because it allows your brain to fill in the gaps if you feel the need to.

I’m not very science minded so one of the things that i like about all of he books is that new sciences that she has created are always explained in a way that I can understand them. By this I don’t mean they are simple explanations, but straight forward and yet again telling you only the important stuff as you need to know it. An example I can specifically think of is in one of her books people connect to the internet by interfacing through cables that plug into your head and then you are in the “net” much like virtual reality. Well when she explains this in the internet she doesn’t go into great detail about how the wires are connected to your brain or how things interface etc. which I often feel are really just unimportant details that often cause my eyes to gloss over. Another great feature of the way she write about technology is that she doesn’t go on and on for pages about the technology for no reason at all, and never just to show off that she’s smarter than you ,like I feel many Sci-Fi authors do. The phrase that I say over and over that I think is really the great part of her books is that you get told what you need to know when you need to know it, and not a moment sooner!

But oh the plots, the plots are what really make her books ace! With worlds and scenarios that are up there with Margaret Atwood but taken to places Margaret is to conservative to go. The plots are intense and twisted often without a clear villain, but more a group of people that are more problematic the pure evil. I hate that in many Sci-Fi books they are these epic adventures with huge goals the crush massive evil, in a way that when the book ends you don’t really care about what happens afterwards to the characters. Melissa’s books aren’t like that, they are fantastic journeys with people on regular events in their lives, sometimes you are 200 pages into the book before you find out what the main event is supposed to be. Some authors this would make the begin drag and the end seem rushed, but Melissa does it in such a way that it mirrors life and is believable. Where some books a riot that is important to the books would happen in the beginning and the novel would focus on those fights happening, Melissa teasingly holds the riot till the last chapter, letting the tension build even within you, really exemplifying the feelings of the people. She draws great complexities within those tensions and shows you the softer side of the “villain” shows’ you the fears he’s reacting on, the fears that make him become the “bad guy” in such a way that you can’t help pity him. She draws this out in glimpses of several peoples perspectives so you don’t feel like life is dragging on, but more so that when that first brick flies, or that first shot is made you want to do the same and join them.

When you come to the last page everything isn’t tied up in a pretty little bow for you. It’s raw It’s imperfect, there are things that have been certain characters goals from the first page you met them that have not been achieved. Sexual tensions between other characters that your sure are going to end up together never end up together. the ending are so rough, tense, and emotional that I often find myself crying. The thing that sticks out the most for many of Melissa’s books is that the ending rings true to life, reminds you that this isn’t the end but just where you have to stop watching. Even though that having to stop often makes your heart ache that in itself reminds you how well written these books are.

I was going to go into a review of these books but i have a feeling that should wait for another time seeing how long this post has gotten so far! So I guess instead I leave you with this picture of yarny goodness that I will talk about in a post to come! If you want to check out any or Melissa’s books I encourage you to do so at amazon.com, I deffinatly recommend the Silence Leigh Trilogy(Five Twelfths of Heaven, Silence in Solitude, and The Empress of Earth), Shadow Man, Night Sky Mine, and The Shape Of Their Hearts(this one isn’t perfect but really gets you thinking!)

So go have a read and tell me what you think!

P.S. There is alsoa crazy pastor by the same name… :-p i find that just hilarious!

Starting at the Bottom

Starting at the Bottom

As I begin to look for a side job, one that will actually allow me to eat and such while I start up my fashion design label and get people buying things, I have realized that I have very little to actually wear to a job interview and work in general. So my brain started turning and I looked through my closet then raided Ryan’s closet. I came out of the venture successful, matching a pair of simple black pants of mine, and a hoochie mama vest that i usually wear with my breasts hanging out, and one of Ryan’s white dress shirts left me with a very professional look(placing the hoochie mama vest over the dress shirt). Not only did it look professional, it also looked great! That moment got me thinking why don’t I wear sweater vests and such, oh yeah cause I usually see them in baggy body covering ugliness. About this same time the new Knitty came out with a vest pattern(Honeycomb), that was exactly what I was thinking of.

Except I didn’t like the, stitch pattern….. Or the length of ribbing…. Or the shape of the neck line(especially in the back)…. I didn’t have any yarn on the right gauge… And I wanted to knit my vest in the round… You can see where this headed didn’t you? Darn It I’ll design my own! So I dug into my stash and found the perfect yarn!

Isn’t that just beautiful? The nice deep ocean color of Knit Picks Swish Superwash, and I have more than enough of it! I absolutely love this color and the texture of the yarn it’s sooo soft! It wears rather well too, which is always important! So with a ball of that and my trusty Options set, and a stitch dictionary or 5 i started swatching. many swatches were started only two survived! One of the ribbing and stitch pattern together and the more important one of the stitch pattern it’s self.

This is the linen stitch and is a simple slip stitch pattern with the yarn held in front and alternating stitches being slipped it creates a dense but still stretchy fabric that has a nice woven look to it! The bonus is that the wrong side looks like a regular moss stitch which leave the potential for a reversible vest which I kinda like the idea of.

So after I was happy with both of my swatches it was time to do some measuring and some math, which makes my head hurt in general. Sorry the math has been smudged out due to security reasons, mostly so that you all don’t know my waist measurements. Next comes the fun part of casting on all those stitches… I hate casting on absolutely hate it! Which is a problem considering I love starting projects…. So hopefully in a week or so I will have more progress to show you on this particular vest! I’m still thinking about a tutorial/blog post about steeks and their fabulousness! I hope you are all well and everything in nice in your lives!

Is Glamor Gone?

glamour

I feel rather lost at times and like the world around me has lost all it’s luster and has become dull and dirty like gems of a well worn necklace. I look at things of the past when glamor was everywhere and and women put effort into their appearance. I’m not slagging women on this matter, but more society. Maybe it’s that with the computers and technology of the world we as humans have become cold and fatalistic. People no longer feel that dressing up, and putting an effort out there is important, why bother, what’s the point? So instead people just throw on baggy jeans a t-shirt and sneakers. Women throw their hair into ponytails grab a messenger bag.

I almost feel like the art of putting together a flawless outfit is dying out, women no longer care if their belt matches their shoes and purse. Wearing a stylish hat means a baseball cap with the latest sports teams logo on it.I know that many women I have talked to feel that this is because now that we are liberated women we don’t have to dress up for men. we no longer have to wear fancy heels and stalkings or do our hair to be appealing to men anymore. Furthermore that women who do dress up, or wear heels all the time, making sure to put an effort out there at all times are degrading themselves. That the make up and nails and heels are just to flaunt their bodies at men. What ever happened to the idea of dressing up and looking nice for yourself? I know that everyday that I go out wearing heels and make up, my hair is done, my purse shoes and belt co-ordinate, not because it pleases men(I couldn’t give a sparrows fart about what men think) but because it pleases me.

I do it because I like the way the make up evens out my skin, covers blemishes, and provides protection from the sun. I like the way the colors on my eyes and lips emphasize their beauty and curves, the colors complementing my own natural colors. I wear the heels because I love the way they make my calves and legs look muscular(and because I actually have naturally short tendons in my heels and have always needed atleats a 1 inch heel on my shoes or I’m in pain.) I like the coordination because it make the over all look that much more phenomenal, and also because I am a Virgo and I care about such things. I do my hair so that it’s the most pleasing to my face it make me look all the more better. I do it all because of the way it makes me feel. I won’t lie it is also pleasing when i see a man reacts in a positive many to my overall appearance, but this is even because I know I didn’t do it for him.

It’s kind of like Eve Enslers Monologue “My Short Skirt” from The Vagina Monologues. My appearance is all for me as is everything underneath it!

My Short Skirt by Eve Ensler, The Vagina Monologues

It is not an invitation
a provocation
an indication
that I want it
or give it
or that I hook.

My short skirt
is not begging for it
it does not want you
to rip it off me
or pull it down.

My short skirt
is not a legal reason
for raping me
although it has been before
it will not hold up
in the new court.

My short skirt, believe it or not
has nothing to do with you.

My short skirt
is about discovering
the power of my lower calves
about cool autumn air traveling
up my inner thighs
about allowing everything I see
or pass or feel to live inside.

My short skirt is not proof
that I am stupid
or undecided
or a malleable little girl.

My short skirt is my defiance
I will not let you make me afraid
My short skirt is not showing off
this is who I am
before you made me cover it
or tone it down.
Get used to it.

My short skirt is happiness
I can feel myself on the ground.
I am here. I am hot.

My short skirt is a liberation
flag in the women’s army
I declare these streets, any streets
my vagina’s country.

My short skirt
is turquoise water
with swimming colored fish
a summer festival
in the starry dark
a bird calling
a train arriving in a foreign town
my short skirt is a wild spin
a full breath
a tango dip
my short skirt is
initiation
appreciation
excitation.

But mainly my short skirt
and everything under it
is Mine.
Mine.
Mine.

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